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Doing: lots of decluttering! Just before the new year began I started going through my closet and getting rid of things I no longer use. I do this quite a lot, every couple of months, which I'm very proud of myself for since in the past I would hoard all of my clothes just in case I'd want to wear it someday. That was such a bad habit and I'm the total opposite now. About four years ago I wanted to have somewhat of a curated closet. Only keep pieces that I absolutely love and sparks joy, and get rid of pieces I haven't used in over six months. This has made getting rid of clothes so much easier since I only keep items I wear time and time again. I'm so quick to donating pieces and I always feel so good after a good declutter.

Excited: about creating more Youtube videos! If you guys didn't already know, I posted my first Youtube video of the year earlier this month. I used to create a lot more YT content years ago. It wasn't something I was very dedicated to, just a hobby I did from time to time. Ever since I stopped I get quite a large about of people who ask me when am I going to make more videos. I had no plans to ever start filming again, but one day I just had the urge to. With the response, I received after I shared the news that I had a new video on my channel it's made me more excited to start creating more content over on that platform. It's very different than writing up a blog post and taking pictures for a post. I'm trying to get used to it again and slowly put up videos. I would love to know what you guys would like for me to record next. What kind of videos do you guys enjoy watching on Youtube? I have had a lot of suggestions to start vlogging, which I would love to do, I just don't think my day-to-day life is that entertaining if I'm completely honest. Send me some suggestions, and if you haven't watched my new video yet make sure to check it out and give me a follow!

Watching: tons of shows! I know I have talked a lot about shows that Rudy and I watch. We love watching a crap ton of shows. It's one of our favorite ways to spend time together. Relaxing with a good series playing. Over the last few months, we have watched a whole bunch of shows. Over on Amazon prime, we finally watched Carnival Row! This show came out towards the end of Summer and Rudy and I wanted to watch it so bad. It was so good, we loved Cara Delevingne and Orlando Bloom, we can't wait for season two. The Marvelous Mrs. Maisel season 3 premiered in December and it hurt waiting all year long for this one. I've become such a fan of this show I wish it came out more frequent. Once we were all done with Mrs. Maisel we randomly started The Boys and wow this is a good one! On Netflix, we saw Dracula and The Witcher. We weren't the biggest fans of Dracula, kind of confusing, but The Witcher was great! Season 2 of You came out and another good season. I'm bummed we'll have to wait until 2021 for season 3. His Dark Materials was a very good one on HBO. Now for some shows that I'm looking forward to watching is season 3 of The Chilling Adventures of Sabrina, Katy Keene, The Society, The Order, and Locke and Key. I'm sure there's so much more but I can't think of them right now.

Looking forward to: Springtime! I don't know about you guys but I just love the feeling of springtime in the air. It's so nostalgic but I just really like the sound of birds chirping, flowers blooming, and that in-between weather. The weather has been so cold lately that I don't really want to leave the house and I'm getting tired of feeling so cold all the time. I want to bring out my dresses, jumpsuits, and loafers. I want to be able to dress comfortably in just a cardigan and I want to be able to go out on adventures. Just thinking about Spring makes me so excited I can't wait.

Very Excited: for the future! There is so much potential in the year I can't wait to see how it unfolds. I already have a really good feeling about 2020. I have such a strong feeling that this is my year, the year that I will finally get things that I have wanted for so long. I'm so confident in this feeling it's one that I have a hard time explaining. I'm in such a good place in my life, surrounded by nothing but positivity, surrounded by so much love and supporting people it feels so great. I have nothing but positive thoughts for this year. I'm so excited to get things started and to finally see how all the manifesting I've been doing plays out.

Thinking: about changing my hair! Ok, let me just say that I'm not thinking of doing anything crazy I'd be too scared of that. I have been going back and forth about possibly letting my bangs grow out. I feel like every so often I feel this way and never end up doing it because, in all honesty, I love my bangs. I have had them for almost fi years now, Woah! I'm so used to them at this point, clearly, but somethings I get that urge of change. I don't know how I feel about letting them grow out completely. Another option would be letting them grow to a certain length and kind of having those "side curtain sweep" style. Is that what they're even called? The photo I have above is how my bangs look once they're about 3-4 weeks of growing out. I kind of like the look of it but then I'm unsure. I'm so indecisive when it comes to my hair, watch a few months later my bangs will be the exact same. What would you guys suggest I do?